Fossilized foot prints

I told a Lie and lived a Lie but paid the price twice. The ground I thought I gained wasn’t worth the pain and now I live in shame. My ugly truth is yours to see, my rotten roots are mine to keep. Seeping through the dirt is blood and agony alike. The saturated earth weeps blood stained tears from the broken hearted. Just like Those who have been betrayed and crushed, she builds a 10ft wall of “stay the fuck away from me!” That I cannot cross. Begging nor pleading will stop her heart bleeding so the bitter, blood stained earth on which I walk will forever show the path I took to shoot her down. The pain may subside but the memories will never fade! They will patiently lurk in her subconscious, waiting for her to drop her guard like the savage Hyenas in the wild.